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[01 25 2008 + 312p ] |
fuck this!
haha, oh man.
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[01 05 2008 + 1225p ] |
Im leeaving onnn a jet plane, don't know when i'll be back again...
Actually i do, friday the 18.
farewell sleep and leisure, hello late nights, sore feet, and a possible cocaine addiction to keep me going.
wish me luck while im away, i'll probably need it.
goodbye lovelies (:) krystal,megan) , see you when i get back.
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[01 02 2008 + 1023a ] |
California:
hello home
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[12 21 2007 + 1005a ] |
life is fantastic.
I'm going to Washington D.C. with Austin for two weeks in january.
chosen on a grant for two weeks of political lectures, debates, research and making connections for possible future internships. oh goodness.
but he and i can't wait for it.
dinner with krsystal tonight, the day with Austin tomorrow, dinner with bryce tomorrow tonight.
sigh.
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[10 18 2007 + 733a ] |
sitting in the computer with no apparent purpose is borrrring. I have no idea what to do, except blog. And text Bryce.
it's gettting cold out, which makes me happy cause i can bust out my old cheap cashmere sweaters from new York. (holes? what holes?)
school is eh... starting to wear on me. this makes me feel awful because it's only been like three months. what does that say about me?
hopefully, though, next month Krystal, mike, Bryce , and i are going up to Prescott. i can't imagine anything better, i just want to get away from everything, even if it's only for a few days.
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[08 29 2007 + 835p ] |
oh my god.
i just got an email saying i won money for my essay on Ayn Rands The fountainhead.
i cant believe this.
wow.
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[04 23 2007 + 750p ] |
i think there may be something wrong with me, because im seriously considering not going to my senior prom.
ugh.
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[04 05 2007 + 736p ] |
hey, does anyone want to come to this rally on sunday with me? Ive been wanting to go to one for awhile now, but never had a chance. someone reeeally should join me. let me know
The Phoenix Rally for Darfur (Global Days for Darfur)We will be meeting at the SE corner of Camelback and 32nd st. from 2-4pm to raise awarness for Darfur. Please bring your energy, enthusiasm and homemade signs so we can raise awareness for Darfur in Phoenix! Please contact Jessica at jc_sahane@yahoo.com for more details | Time: | Sunday, April 29 at 2:00 PM |
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| Host: | jessica couleur |
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| Location: | Phoenix Save Darfur rally (Phoenix, AZ) SE Corner of 32nd St. and Camelback
Phoenix, AZ 85018 |
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[03 02 2007 + 933p ] |
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New York Trip Countdown : 10 DAYS and so many hours and minutes
im trying not to think too much about it, so it goes by quicker, and because my brain is stuffed like an eggroll right now with college things.
i still dont know what to pack though, and i have no idea what shoes to bring. ahh
on the other side of the pond, i got a raise :] i went in and asked for it and said why i deserved and i got it. im now making $9. 32 and hour. life is pretty ok right now, and i even have a slice of white delicious cake from work.
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[02 21 2007 + 1243p ] |
I AM GOING TO NEW YORK.
(!!)
im going to new york for five+ days and i'll be learning about journalism at Columbia University.
in less than three weeks i'l be in a city ive wanted to see for years, and even more when i started watching sex and the city. hah.
i cant wait.
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[02 16 2007 + 930p ] |
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im about to crack.
everything is getting so hard and im trying to handle it but i dont know if i can.
and i dont know if i can and im just being pathetic or if it's ok to be scared.
but im turning eighteen next month, and college is right around the corner and there are all these big changes and i just want to stay home in bed and ignore them.
i thought id be excited, but now im nervous and scared and worried and i dont know what to do.
i dont know how college is gonna be paid for, i dont know where im gonna live when i start asu, i dont know if journalism fits me.
i live a comfortable life and im almost mad about that.because i think im spoiled and now thats all gonna change and its gonna be a big change....
theres this great big thing of life in front of me and i dont know what to do with it.
i dont know if i should grab it or crumble it up or hide from it. but im going to be an adult, and things are gonna be expected, more than they are now and what happens if you arent enough? then what?
i just dont know.
i want to break down and cry.
admitting this makes me feel embarassed, weak and stupid.
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[02 12 2007 + 616p ] |
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I CAN'T WRITE. MY BRAIN IS BROKEN.
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[02 12 2007 + 340p ] |
Wise Blood by flannery O'connor, i hate you and your stupid main character that i cant at all understand.
book analyisis suck.
by the by, does Anyone know the plural of analysis?
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[02 11 2007 + 1047a ] |
i loooove sleeping in.
i havent been able to just lie in bed in so effing long.
ive had to either go to school, or go to work.
i honestly cant remember the last time i lied in bed reading.
and today i dont have to do anything. anything at all.
well i have an english paper to write but i can blow that off.
my only chore: go to petsmart and but birdie food.
and maybe see "because i said so" ,because i want to.
ahh sundays.
and its cloudy.
i cant remember a cloudy sunday, theyre always super sunny and the sky is a violent blue.
i like the gray better.
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[02 01 2007 + 514p ] |
jacks mannequin show.
EFFING AMAZING
best show i have ever been too, hands down; well excluding the first jacks show and the format cake show.
but seriously the first part of the show was shitty. mostly because of shit music and drunk college asses whom krystal mike and i got into a fight with, but krystal kicked his ass.not literally but i think pushing him out of the way and grabbing his face and saying" you stop it!" constitutes ass-kicking.i love k-dogg :]
anyway andrew wasnt wearing sandals,just vans and he smiled the entire time. ive never seen him happier.
every song was perfect and casper came out to play sax for the cover of that chchchanges song.
and he even played two soco songs, she paints me blue and 21 and invincible. ahh
i must have taken 15+ videos, but i went a little crazy because my new phone is a camera phone.
even though i wasvsweaty and hot and smelled really bad i missed the whole show atmosphere and even the bitchy skinny girls and loud obnoxious boys. and theres nothing like a good buger and fries after a show.
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[01 25 2007 + 452p ] |
careers im seriously considering:
Teaching, either highschool/middle school english or even little kids.
Nursing/ medical assisting, ive always had some sort of interest in the body/medicine etc. and this pays so much, and i can pick and choose since nurses are low in "supply"
journalism, well i like writting and after awhile i could maybe go into investigative reporting and i dont know uncover scandal and all that.
thats all im interested in right now, but the good thing about all this is that in each field i know someone who is willing to help me, and one woman who is a teacher is letting me visit her class for a day to see how id like it.
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[01 25 2007 + 1208p ] |
i can not take care of myself.
this morning i woke up and my right eye was having it's own little coniption fit, red and non stop watering. but i just took out the contacts and put on my two year old glasses. but then i was driving and both eyes started watering and makeup got in them and they started burning so i careened of the road to get them under control.
it barely worked and so i went on to school but my eye was still really bad so i called my mom and she told me to go to eye doctor and so basically now i cant wear contacts for a week and have to put in antibiotic eye drops four times a day.
arrg.
this is what i get for NEVER taking them out. im so lazy, but theyre such a hassle in the morning.
if i was ok with a giant laser and the feeling of glass shards in my eyes i would go get them fixed.
the only good that came out of this is a day off of school and a cute pair of torteshell coach glasses i have my eye on. (hah pun!)
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[01 23 2007 + 235a ] |
my options:
go to NAU and live in a dorm and be bored all the time
go to community for one or two years, live at home and then transfer to ASU/NAU
go to ASU and live with brittany in tempe
move to monterey,california for six months working/gaining residency and then go to a school there.
i think my most probable option is community then transfer to asu and live with brittany
but i would most enjoy the california option, because monterey has an aquarium with whales and sea otters.plus its california...then again im absolutely infatuated with tempe now.
ugh im in the wierd period where i want to stay young and happy and where i want to be a stressed out college student.
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[01 20 2007 + 621p ] |
i need to go to college NOW.
i am soo over cactus shadows it is ridiculous, and i have no idea how i'll have enough patience to live through it for another 3+ months. uughh.
the other week i went to tempe for the p.f changs marathon and i love it. i love all the real sidewalks
and buildings and college boys in coats.and i love looking at all those crappy dirty dorms.
i saw the lit mag cover. its by graham and looks suspiciously like graham, which i dislike because i dislike him and i have poems in it and now whenever i look at it, i have to look at his overly-trendy, metrosexual face. ew.
work is work, but i kinda like it. mainly because of the boys who work at the bank across from starbucks. they amuse me to no end, and theres nothing like harmless flirting to lighten up boring night.
well life is going smoothly for now and my toes are cold so im gonna go put on some socks and maybe eat some toast withm pb& banannas.
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[01 01 2007 + 1029p ] |
i love life. i do i do i do.
i love parties and rasberry vodka and gay boys.
i love drunken singing and dancing and the smell of ciggarettes i love conversation about books and poems and tattoos and sex
i love it all.
i loved my news years
i loved that i wasnt nervous except a tiny bit and only for a few moments
i love that we didnt know when it was new years and so we decide to just go ahead and celebrate
i love that we couldnt focus on anything
i love that cassie and i had the same pair of two dollar american eagle panties on
i love that i got to see my slug(brittany)
mm mm mm
it was fantastic.
2007 is going to be fantastic.
And my resolution is not to eat better or study more but to be like i was last night,to not worry about how im acting but to just do and go and enjoy.
ah i cant wait.
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